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Entries for May, 2004

May 2, 2004
A Milestone!
POSTED AT 12:54 PM

I just got back from a two-day-one-night vacation in Laguna. Yep, you read right, I spent the night in a friend’s place unchaperoned. Well, perhaps we were chaperoned, by her parents. What I was trying to say was, my ‘rents actually gave me the permission to stay over in such a faraway place without my tita ging. It was my friend’s birthday; our parents got to know each other during enrollment, and bam! Suddenly I find myself packing for this milestone. I suppose starting college made me look more mature in my parents’ eyes. Which is only right, I suppose. I’m sixteen, for sobbing out loud. Under normal circumstances, I can very well take care of myself and I know my limits.

Anyway, enough ranting.

I had a wicked time in Laguna with Girlie, Nicole and Buen. The ‘villagers’ were celebrating their fiesta and crashed their parties. We spent so much time eating, laughing and more eating that we kind of forgot that we were in an unknown territory. They (village people) held a dance in the evening. Halos lahat sila magkakakilala don, kaya parang weird kung makikiepal kami sa circle of friends nila, di ba? Hindi naman kami taga-roon.

But then again, to hell with that. We can have fun without them. It took a little prodding, but I managed to convince my companions to let loose and dance. Walang pakialamanan. I did NOT go all the way from manila to be a wallflower. We danced the night away, grooving to the dance tunes of the retro ages. (I feel good!! tannannannannan!:)) We had the best time.

Probably, the only setback were Girlie's doggies. Medyo takot ako sa aso eh...hehehe... they have three of them. one was a german sheperd. i didn't know nor care what breed the other two was. All I cared about was that I stay a good distance away from them. They weren't bad dogs.. actually they're kind of cute. I'm just chicken.

Speaking of chicken... nagugutom na ko...

tama na siguro to..

til next entry..!
Pet Sematary-Stephen KingI Feel Good! (the condemned ones' song)



May 4, 2004
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHH!!!!
POSTED AT 09:10 AM

How can grown-ups be so damn unfair? And fickle? One minute they’re totally cool, and the next they make you miserable.

Take my situation for example. My mom and I agreed that I can go to my barkada’s Girls’ Night Out to Laffline. When she and Papa came back, I hardly left the house, because I wanted to spend as much time with the family as I could. I turned down any invitations to swimming outings, mall trips or Eastwood swings. (The Laguna trip was immediately after my mother’s departure.) Mama then flew away to Abu Dhabi since her vacation was over, and left me in Tita Ging’s hands. Then there I was, already planning on what to wear for that night, when I had a crazy idea. Tita and I barely hung out when my parents came home for vacation, so I thought I’d invite her to come with us. She can sometimes be cool, as far as grown-ups go.

And then, by some bizarre twist of fate, she goes and changes her mind. Wala tayong transpo eh, mahirap umuwi ng gano’ng oras.Wag na lang tayo sumama. Oh my fucking gawd. Ever heard of taxis? Damn… I told her I could hitch a ride with my friends but neeoooo… she wouldn’t hear of it. What’s a girl to do? I’m nearing my ‘time of the month’ and I don’t want to argue anymore, because I might say something I’ll regret.

And I was really looking forward to spending time with my Kat, Jas, and Frederick-a(my barkada since sophie year. Ricka can be considered a girl, since she’s more feminine than I)

So here I am, stuck on this computer while my friends are enjoying themselves together without me again. They tried to convince me to go, they really did. All three of them sounded pretty shocked that I was bailing on them at the last minute.(We were on three-way, I could hear them getting ready as we talked). But nothing can change tita’s mind.

So there goes a whole week of planning and excited talk.

I suppose you see now what a jumble of contradictions I am..
Pet Sematary pa rinFaint-Linkin Park



May 7, 2004
Just A Stupid Quiz
POSTED AT 04:01 AM

A friend posted this and told me to answer. I had nothing to do so why the heck not? Here it goes...

sitwasyon:
yung taong nagtatanong sayo ay super crush mo
and your gonna do everthing 4 ds person

="is this seat taken?" [taken talaga yung seat]
>>> yep, sorry

="gs2 m b sumabay? tara! ihahatid na kita."[pero
bawal ka]
>> cge ok lang..

="may problema ako..."
>> ano?

="lammo ako na ata pinaka malungkot na tao sa
mundo.."
>> asus and drama!

="hey, i wz just curious why you were staring at
me a while ago.."
>> haler…. Staring? Yeah right…

="may boyfriend/girlfriend k n b?" [meron]
>> yep

="grabe ang sweet mo talaga! sana ikaw nalang
minahal ko.."
>> ang korni mo naman!

="pwede m b ko tulungan kung pano ako mapapansin
ni...."[crush din nya]
>> ganito, tumakbo ka nang paikot ikot sa harap niya wearing nothing but a red rubber clown nose and a big orange wig. Works every time.

="bakit parang pinipigilan mo akong manligaw sa
kanya?"[kung babae ka]
>> isipin mo ang gusto mong isipin.

="grabe naiinlove na ata ako kay..." [hindi ikaw]
>> eh di maganda! Manligaw ka nah!

= [lalake crush mo] "ang gwapo naman ni .....
grabe.. nakakainlove.."
>> *laughs hard*

=[babae crush mo] "ang pretty naman ni......"
>> yeah she is

="karapat dapat ba sya para sakin?" [mabait
yung girl/ guy and mahal niya yung crush mo pero
nalaman mo na nagddrugs sya, sasabihin mo ba o
hind?]
>> sympre hindi, ang sama ko naman. Chka ano b nmang karapatan ko di ba?

="bakit parang napapansin ko nagiging close ka
sakin?"
>> eh kasi tanong ka ng tanong ng kung anuanong katarantaduhan eh..

="layuan mo nga ako.. cno ka ba?"
>> nilapitan ba kita? Cno ka ba?

="ano ulit pangalan mo?"
>> sikretooooooooooooooo….

=[pumunta sya sa b-day party mo at hindi ka man
lang napansin]
>> uhm, excuse me? Do I know you?

="bat pag kasama kita, mas masaya ako kesa
kasama ko..." [yung mahal nya]
>> you mean isa akong payaso??

="ano bang pwede mong gawin para patunayan mo na
mahal mo ko?"
>> sira ba ulo mo? ang angas mo naman!

Haler… ok lang siya?? Uber turnoff na to noh…
Napaka engot nung lalaki eh,,
di pa rin tapos, Pet Sematary!Zankoku Tenshi Thesis



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