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Entries for October, 2004

October 3, 2004
judgment week
POSTED AT 02:58 AM

oohkay... its finals week and i haven't even removed my books from the shelf. nkakatamad pa eh. ahehe... no wonder nahihirapan ako sa course ko...

anywayz... i did pretty good on my filipino finals. got chosen as speaker of the day. quite surprising really since im not much of a speaker. chem lab final exam is a different story. a worse story id say.

last friday was last p.e. day. may not seem much to some but my friends know that last p.e. day means a lot to me. am kind of thinking of inviting him to my bday. think that's a good idea? wud it give too much away?

haven't done much writing in weeks. i cant believe it. i survived without writing. and by writing i mean my poetry and stuff.

computer's still down. dunno when we'll get it fixed. this is too damn difficult. all the reports and handouts for the finals are sent thru email and its pretty expensive to have them all printed in a shop. most of them are ppt presentations pa.

good thing sembreak's just around the corner. three weeks with nothing to do but relax have fun and go out. i wont see him much though. whether im thankful or not is still questionable.

oh, and funny news. frederick got selected as representative of their class for mr. nursing couldn't stop laughing when i found out. i mean, he'smore of a girl than i am! tinfa wanted to give me the application form for our class' ms. nursing spot but i declined. too much to do, i said. and the ms. usths was enough of an experience for me.

oh well.. gotta go again.. will be updating soon. ciao.
introduction to psych by bustostheme of prontera

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October 4, 2004
pc restored
POSTED AT 03:07 PM

YESS!!

pc's back with a vengeance! well.. not really but.. you know what i mean.. i sooooo missed going online at half past midnight and answering all the stupid friendster surveys.

well... no classes tomorrow. integration day before judgment week. *sighs*. dunno where to start studying.

rica said she saw slinkz with some girl in lovers lane. i saw him a little later. ha. ganda ng fashion sense grabeh. if he doesn't show up in school tomorrow he might still be in fashion jail for wrong color coordination. green shirt and red shoes?? hello?! feeling ba niya stoplight siya??

so. can't stay long. still have to download all those handouts from the group.

ja ne.
stupid effing school bookszilch

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October 7, 2004
last day of exams!
POSTED AT 11:36 AM

damn... last day of exams na tomorrow! yay!

i think i did ok on my english and theo exams but math and chem? why oh why do i have to take up those subjects?? i sooooo suck at them!

thank goodness psych and logic na lang tomorrow.

been making plans for the sembreak. here goes...

1) Enchanted Kingdom - ok.. so, not very original but there you go
2) My birthday blowout - sa house lang naman
3) go to girlie's! - gooooooo!!!!
4) movie marathon - with friends who want to sleepover
5) badminton - to slim down! malapit na yung wedding eh!
6) mall - of course... see all the latest movies...

this will get longer of course...

can't stay long. still have to review. be updating soon..

ja matta ne...

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October 8, 2004
SEM BREAK
POSTED AT 02:49 PM

those words sound sooooooo good..! sembreak naaaaaaaaahhh!

the exams are over (finally) and i was this close to jumping for joy! both exams were kinda hard but i survived.

haha.. nicole, girlie buen and i defied tradition and did not go to a mall after the exams. we had a late lunch in BRB then headed to the grandstand. (are we dorks or what??) we watched the softball varsity and the soccer team practice. hah! we all got stomach cramps from laughing so much. pucha ba naman kasi... mukhang mga tanga ung soccer team guys..! they were doing all those stunts that were...ah basta! too hilarious for words!

and there were rainbows all over! im not talking figuratively here.. as in literal na madaming rainbow! actually, they kinda suited my mood... the day had been perfect so far....hehe... *sings* uy kilig..uy kinikilig...* ako! and its not slinkz either.. hehe....

and as im writing this journal entry.. LUMILINDOL! o my gosh.. my first earthquake! asteeg! ang lakas grabe.... nahilo ako..!

oh well...

im chatting with my mom and my friends right now so, ill be updating again soon..

byeee!!!!
wala na thank god!don't wanna miss a thing

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October 9, 2004
tralalalala....
POSTED AT 02:48 AM

its the first day of the three glorious, worry-free weeks with nada to do but laze around, eat and sleep.. only thing you'll have to think about is what fun stuff to do on those three weeks and what wear on the various outings that have been planned.

i asked mama about the laguna trip and she said it's ok with her but she'll have to ask papa too. she says my birthday's too close for comfort. my parents' are kinda superstitious and you know what they say about those with birthdays coming up... disaster strikes..

hope papa agrees. i'm pretty excited bout it. hehe..ako kasi ung nagyaya...go! ^_^'

i've decided not to invite slinkz on my bday. he's becoming way too epal, or so my friend says. well, maybe i'll invite him but its ok if doesn't show up. no problemo.

me and tita are going shopping for clothes. its about time i update my wardrobe. its been, what, six months? since i bought anything new.

and there's this newly opened bookstore. books for less. i'm planning on going with renz and girlie. kaya lang baka di na ko payagan. they want to go there by tuesday. sabihin nla mama sunudsunod lakad ko, yarog ako...!

cerise and i will be playing badminton for the rest of the afternoon. start of a new attempt at slimming down! i have a gown fitting on the 17th, for ate karen's wedding. hehe... i'm a bridesmaid. *sigh* dati flower girl lang.. now im a bridesmaid... i grow up so fast! *sniffsniff*.. lolz

haha..gotta go... the outdoors are calling!
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October 9, 2004
doodles
POSTED AT 01:26 PM

“Feather”

T’was his wings that stole
This fragile heart

A humble splendour
Made him glow
Like a pillar of light
In a world drowned in shadow

His smile could melt
The most solid
And coldest of steel
Reach the most distant of stars

His laughter left a resounding echo
A discreet mark
That grew with each moment
Spent together

I reached my hand out
Hoping to grasp
Even the hem of his robes

But alas!

His wings stretched
And carried him away

Clutched in my hand
Was a single feather

The only memory he left



**can anybody guess who this is for?? Sana tamaan siya….
Sorry to be so mushy…its just one of those days that the romantic in me is unleashed.

Girlie says I’m not completely over him yet. Maybe she’s right. But I AM over him. Kind of. Naconfirm ko na that this thing is just a crush, and nothing more. Thank goodness. And someday, I’ll completely forget all about him. Ngayon pa. Now that someone else makes me smile. Hehe… salamat sa inyo. Kilala nyo ba kung sino kayo? syempre barkada ko! love u all!:P
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October 11, 2004
all systems go
POSTED AT 02:09 AM

my dad called yesterday and he said its ok for me to go to laguna.., as long as no 'hankypanky'.. whatever that means.. whoohoo...! im going to laguna!

nicole's all set to go to.. actually she wants to move it to an earlier date.. haha..excited..

buen still hasn't asked for permission.. says he's still upset with his mother..

went to quiapo with tita ging yesterday.. got some new clothes.. hehe... its my pre-birthday ritual to scout for non-expensive clothes. found some cute tops. haven't found any jeans yet. we'll be going to factory outlets next, to find maxi-flares.. my favorite cut.. whahaha..

but something's bothering me... its this girl my bro is courting. i really don't like her. call it a sister's/mother's (since i'm his surrogate mother as well)/girl's instincts. its a long story but, trust me. when i say i don't like a person, then there must be something terribly wrong with him/her. im usually the type who tends to see a positive side in everyone. as much as possible, i dont want to be judgmental.

i dont see why my bro bothers with that...that..piece of...okay, no namecalling.. i mean, the girl has a boyfriend for one thing. what's she doing spending long hours on the phone with another guy? then ther's the fact that she's so fickle. my bro tells me everything. i kinda liked her at first. i even taught him how a girl's mind worked so he'd know the right tactics to use. but then... basta long story.. ughh..

well anyway. i try to be civil. but if my brother gets hurt she'll have me to answer to.

haha..feeling warfreak...

gotta go.. still have to prepare lunch..
you're my you - nyoy volante

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October 11, 2004
\"Venin\"
POSTED AT 02:19 PM

"Venin"

It seeps into the skin
Without one's knowing

It flows free
And smooth
And slow

Like a python's venom it creeps
Into the veins
And spreads throughout
Ensnaring the senses
In its evilly devious trap

The mind continuously whirs
'Til incoherent
Incapacitated

All words
Be it written or spoken
Runs together in a jumbled pile of nonsense

The mind denies drunkenly
Yet the heart succumbs
Ever so slowly
To the sweet torture

The mind awakens too late
The heart is broken
You have fallen

***hindi ba totoo naman???
anybody know what i mean? *sighs* whats wrong with me?
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October 13, 2004
call me dr. love
POSTED AT 06:40 AM

since when did i become an expert on love and relationships?

i noticed these past few weeks/days some people kept asking me 'what to do' with their lovelives. hmm.. that's all right except for this teensy-weensy problem...i didn't know what to do with my own lovelife (or lack thereof), how on earth am i supposed to help them with theirs?? i haven't even had a long standing relationship before..let alone be an expert on them. people should've known all this by now, but neeeoooo...that didn't stop them from asking their lovey-dovey quessies.. but hey! i kinda liked the 'ask chenyl' setup so i gone ahead and told them what i thought.

case #1: kat
so this might've been long ago but still....who knows how much "naguguluhan na ko chenyl anong gagawin ko" i had to endure. she had this problem with her "prospect" na tatangatanga naman talaga.

case #2: buzz
see, this girl (a friend of mine) likes him. he just found that out and he realized he liked her too. he wants to give her a present and tell her everything. i thought it was a good idea. his mom and brother thought otherwise. that's not much of a problem except that...well..another (and much closer) friend of mine likes buzz as well. so how do i tell her that buzz already found someone else? didn't know what to tell buzz. hindi ko sha pwedeng pigilan, but i don't want to egg him on either..!

case #3: chief
he's having problems with his girlfriend. girlfriend doesn't always tell him where she goes, forgets to call and sometimes forgets to reply. chief gets upset. girlfriend gets upset too, tells him sorry she's not good enough. i told him girlfriend still wasn't used to the boyfriend/girlfriend setup. i kind of did the same thing to 'ex' on our first month. the two of them needed to talk, or else they'd meet the same doom as my first relationship.

haha..i'm kind of enjoying this. maybe i should write an advice column, or set up a booth, 10bucks a pop. not too shabby huh?

on other news....its wednesday, the day before thursday. wahoo! only a day left and im zoomin off to girlie's!

will update when i get back! ciao!
heaven knows

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October 16, 2004
home sweet home
POSTED AT 10:40 AM

just got back. i know its so gasgas, but time really does fly when you're having fun. before i knew it, i was repacking my stuff and we were on our way back to manila.

laguna isn't that far away from civilization but it felt so different there. it was so peaceful, and so close to nature. there weren't a lot of people; just us four friends doing anything we please.

girlie's mom bought all sorts of (fattening) food for us. ahh, i was in heaven.

went swimming on the first day. played badminton, went for a morning walk and had a movie marathon on the second day. we lost the shuttlecock so we couldn't play badminton the following morning. had a chobits marathon after breakfast on the third day. both nights we hung out in the court, watching some old goons play ball. we stayed up till one in the morning just talkin' bout stuff. bruhong buen, he wouldn't join in the conversations coz he was too enthralled with harry potter PoA. he wouldn't even join in playing badminton if girlie hadn't coerced (hehe) him into it.

had so much fun, ate so much food...!

will finish this later.. gusto nika frederick at kat mg phone eh.. later!
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