Stop Messing with my Head Goddamnit
POSTED AT 05:03 PM

Why is it that men are so freakin' hard to read? And why is it that whenever I think of actually going for someone, someone else gets there first? Is it my calling to be fuggin single for life?

It's bloody unfair.

*stomps away muttering*

Grouching
POSTED AT 04:18 PM

Text message from me to Saicho: "He's finally lived up to his name. Nero, the royally insane asshole."

Yes, I am talking about my dear brother.

We've had this conflict for at least a week. Since I came back from Tagaytay, i haven't spoken to him properly because he's been nothing but a f*ckin bastard to me. I wouldn't elaborate on what he's done now, because it'd sound really stupid. It's all little things, you know? Details that have piled up on top of another which I tried to ignore and tolerate until I just couldn't take it anymore. I'm so bloody sick of his immaturity, I don't even have the energy to argue or fight.

It's his lack for respect for anyone but himself that's really ticking me off.

I mean, so what if you're now a frat member? That doesn't make you god in this house. Wag mo kong aangasan dahil wala kang maipagmamalaki sa 'kin. And whatever you might think, I am still older than you. and you have no f*cking right to act the way you are.  You weren't always like this. What the hell happened? You've gone from bad, to worse, to an all-time low. I tried to understand. I've tried everything to try and help you out of whatever rut I thought you were in, but I guess I can't help someone who doesn't want to help himself.

3 more days...3 more days and I'll get to dance all my frustrations away.

Gahd, I so need that night-out right now.

Heat Wave
POSTED AT 10:04 AM

OK, updates.

My life at the moment, sucks ass. I'm currently bored out of my wits, because its Lenten Season, and there's nothing good on TV except all those touchy-feely, repent-your-sins shows. I'm Catholic, yes, but that's just a bit too much for my taste.

My brother and I are still not talking to each other, and frankly, I'm starting to think life is easier this way.

Jasmin's debut happened last Saturday evening. Saich, Nic, Kat and I all had our hair done in Index salon together and then went back to my place to do our own makeup. Buen and Frederick came over here too, so we could all go to Casa Marinero together. Aba, nagbonding ang dalawa dahil sa hair iron. Kamusta naman yon. Buen surprised us all nung sinabing niyang magpaplantsa siya ng buhok, and Frederick asked him to do his hair also. He (Buen) shocked me again when he said 'Chenyl, pumapayat ka yata.' WAAAAAAAH!!!! *jumps up and dances victory dance* Napasaya mo ko Buen, hayup ka!

The place was nice and big. The emcee sucked. The food was good, though I hardly touched mine. Nerves, I guess. We were supposed to dance in the cotillion de honor, and then sing for the intermission number. Ayaw namin ng performance, grabe. *sarcasm* Kat, Frederick and I made fools out of ourselves by singing 'I Won't Say I'm In Love' from the Disney film Hercules. Went to Greenbelt after, to do more dancing. (Thanks to MJ for the lift,btw) Here are some photos from that night:

The Ghorjus Three

The Condemned Ones

Frederick and I

For the AfterParty!

Ugh. Remind me to never go back to Greenbelt for the nightlife.

Got out of that phase with...the guy. Don't ask why, or how. I just did.

I'm now no longer alone in my School of Rock addiction. When Saich came over, I forcefed (or force-watched?) the movie to her and now, she's also nuts for Freddy Jones. Mwahaha. I am good.

Speaking of School of Rock, I've continued writing the fic I started a few months ago. It went on hiatus for a while, when my schoolwork started to pile up, but now that it's summer break, I have all the time in the world. I've finished writing chapters 6 and 7, and am now writing chapter 8. Because Saich is now an avid fan too, I forward all my work to her for feedback and editing. I even have a soundtrack and a cast list for this. Can you say obsessed? Haha.

Anyhoo. Dinnertime. Ja

Myopia and other little things.
POSTED AT 11:10 AM

OK here's the deal.

My mom lost her job. My dad's job is in jeopardy because his company recently hired a lot of younger and less-paid employees.

So, we are currently on a scrimping phase. I was planning on getting an iPod, but I changed my mind and decided to save the money instead. The lights at home are always off, unless necessary to conserve energy. Mahal ng kuryente dito. I can't give up on using the computer, so sometimes I even refrain from using an electric fan even though it is scorching hot inside the room. I've postponed driving lessons too, because that'd mean extra gastos.

Weird. Are we going to become, like, desolate now? Haha.

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That above entry was written several weeks ago. Good news though, my mom has a new job, and she's waiting for a response to another (better) job. And if anybody cares to know, my dad still has his job. Hooray.

I've posted the first chapter to my fanfic, and it got 5 reviews in 2 days. Yay me. Mwehehe. I still get stuck on plotholes sometimes, and then I'd have to pester Saich to help me with it. (ehehe...sorry dude.) But you know what? getting out of those plotholes feels really good. Very satisfying.

I'm re-reading The Da Vinci Code, in preparation for the movie. I think I've forgotten most of the facts by now.

I'm on a chocolate binge. Blah.

My parents won't let me go to La Union.

Still not talking to my bro.

I think my sister's bulimic. But, she's a smart bulimic. I think she just got into the top section in her highschool. Yay her.

I'm astigmatic. Guess the long hours in front of this blasted PC finally took its toll on my eyes. Check me out, I've got glasses! Bring on the nerds, yeah!

And that's about it.

The Name Game
POSTED AT 11:05 AM

chenyl -- [noun]: A dance involving little to no clothing 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

arrabelle -- [noun]: A level headed person who always makes the wrong decision 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com